In Loving Service. Always.

Living life by his personal code of love, loyalty and obedience , Tank (your writer and host) is a 24/7 sub exploring what it means to live life by the collar.


Told though photographs, musings, video and occasional fiction, "In Loving Service. Always" shares Tank's world of consummate service and his journey of personal growth.


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Last week I was given a few resources by Japanese delegates at the international AIDS conference.

I don’t know for sure what’s going on, but it looks like fun :)

The most important people to me have been either busy or away, so I’ve been feeling a little lonely.

I’ve started cycling to work lately and along the way I pass a community farm. I decided to pay them a visit and make some fur-friends.

Today I went to the zoo for the first time since I was seven.

Ummm… Zoos are pretty sad places.

Here are some photos of some butterflies I took. Enjoy!

Not to be too nosy, but have you been cutting? How does it feel?
Anonymous

I have been cutting. Thanks for noticing!

I feel 4/5 the man I used to be.

~Good Evening. My name is Tank and I’m going to be your flight attendant on our flight to Glamourzonia. Press for service.~

(Two nights ago I was a Go Go Dancer at the Thick ‘N’ Juicy Party. I only fell off my platform once, so overall I would say I was pretty good)

~Good Evening. My name is Tank and I’m going to be your flight attendant on our flight to Glamourzonia. Press for service.~

(Two nights ago I was a Go Go Dancer at the Thick ‘N’ Juicy Party. I only fell off my platform once, so overall I would say I was pretty good)

UnintentionallyDerivative

The top is a painting that was by queer activist David McDiarmid made in 1994 and was widely featured in HIV campaigns at the time.

The bottom was a part of my first attempt at creating a health promotion campaign for VicBears back in 2010. In retrospect, I’m not a fan of this poster because it comes off as kind of ‘slut-shamey’ without being particularly clear in its message.

I wondered to myself whether it was a coincidence or if I encountered the original sometime beforehand and then forgot about it…

A puzzlement: you note you haven't had sex in two years (of course, mainly because of your Master) yet all your palpitating fans know you are awesomely handsome and dangerously beautiful. You perform Do It Yourself Open Heart Surgery on your Blog, endure the gaze of crowds wherever you go, and yet seem to want to be “invisible.” As if you would be “found out.” Is this a life-long shadow (“Eek”) of your upbringing? Could someone so stupendously attractive be shy? No way! A conundrum, indeed.
Anonymous

I think perhaps you’re overthinking my sex life somewhat.

Immensely saddened to learn today about the horrific Malaysia Airlines disaster. So many---up to 100---of the passengers were on their way to attend an important AIDS conference in your home town of Melbourne. The city and the entire world gay community must be in shock. The New York Times says that the Russian-backed separatists knew they hit a civilian airliner and were even boasting about it. What a hideous world we live in! But one can't retreat---one has to stay informed and pro-active!
Anonymous

The city has gone red this week for the AIDS conference. As a person with professional aspirations in public health research, I am planning on going to as many of the events as I can.

I believe people have been leaving flowers and tributes at Princess Bridge in memoriam to those researchers.

The best way to honour their lives is to continue pursuing their dream in seeing an end to HIV within our lifetime.

what is the best timeline & practical preparation (Like what fiber foods to eat and what times) to be the best cleanest bottom I can be-also how & when to use enemas, use suppositories, to be ready for the best tidy anal sex-not asked in jest as I do not have the experience I desire-Thank You BullTank
iahawk77

I’m not the best person to ask. I haven’t had sex in two years.